You dance over me, while I am unaware. You sail all around but I never hear the sound.

It has been so long since I have been here.  I remember when it used to be my favourite place.  But since I have been going through so much,  I just can't seem to sit here and air out my problems. 

My solace for my last nights that run into early mornings  have been tea, journaling and of course for the only chuckle I get right now is the Shopaholic series.  I have no idea how to fix the state I am in.

Recently new events have nade me question everything.  Whats nex